Week 11

It's insane how we are already headed into the 3rd week of March. March is a special month in my family; mom and dad will make 30 years together on the 21st. I really look up to them both and they've led a great example of what it means to stick with each-other; through both sickness and in health. 

As I start this new journey and start thinking about a future in a new home, new space, new everything, I have to admit that I get a little sad. Only because I know I will miss my parents a lot. I love being home, I love waking up in my room every day, and I love my cat, lol. I've had the somewhat same routine for the last 20 plus years; it'll be weird starting something new.

But, life is about growth. And Rady and I need to grow together and embark on this new journey. And even as we head towards our 7th year, it's still a crazy feeling. A part of me still feels young.. but I think that's the effect of our relationship. It has always felt fresh, empathic, caring,loving,fun. Rad's my most favorite part of life.

I'm excited to start planning a wedding, but to be perfectly honest, I'm flustered. I have no idea where to start. Invites, venue, souvenirs? Half the time, i'm willing to just run off to City Hall. But then I come to my senses and try to plan as I can. It's still VERYYYYYYY early in the planning game and I shouldn't be acting cray cray, but when I think about how fast time flies (i mean, how did 7 years with Rady feel like a blink of an eye?!) I want to utilize ALL of it.

Rady and I are having our usual Sunday date night tomorrow. With some Domino's on the side, we'll planning what we can. Obviously, neither of us have ever been married, so we don't really know what to do. But it'll def be interesting and funny.

I'm still wondering if I'm going to be a Bridezella or not. Is Rady ready for that? Probably not, but hey, he put a ring on it!

 If I show my bridezilla side tomorrow, I'm sure pizza will make it all better. LOL.

If you follow my Twitter, you'll know I mentioned about adding a special section to my site. I love writing these weekly posts (they're therapeutic is so many ways) and I'm excited to document my engagement and wedding journey with you guys. I don't know how easy it'll be for me to share everything, but I promise I'll try.

thank you and have a good night.

love you.